haaaaaaaaaaaah
Yesterday, I still believe that a miracle will OCCUR to me in the last minute of hope.
but untill now, it hasn’t been showed..just a little bit of hope I doubt it will happen to me.
I’m not so-kinda-people-pessimistic but this is reality!
I don’t get what I really wish for in this life.
okay, this hasnt been over yet, but how do I get myself not to crazy for this unresolved future?
hey someone out there, do you realize that a bit words from you mean a billion hope for my future??
please please please Alllah show me my way.
If I have to SURRENDER for NOW, I will.
but please please please show me the way.
*this phase of life is kinda ******** crazy aaaaaaaaaaaaah