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I found this picture on people. aaaaah so lovelyy!!

I dream a holiday just like they were. I really need holiday!!

and I envy Kate and William so much. Threy were both perfect couple. I could see their shimmering love spreading through the air. It is pure love, not the fake one. I think their marriage would last forever, neither like their parent nor other royal family.

See? Falling in love is really really beautiful. I feel happy when I see this picture. I should have a kind of holiday like this someday. with my husband of course.. ;P

I’ve been now facing the most determining step in my life.

not so, I hope this is my last deal with chemistry.

I love chemistry, it is the way to unravel the universe but I’m not so into it. It is too ‘high’ for me, beyond my persistence.

But science always make me fascinated. everytime I hear that words, I found my world.

It is no as boring as I learn history or sociology, as I directly slept in class although the teacher was just speaking for half-hours.

or not so complicated as economic or accountancy, which I don’t know how to manage those management or money stuffs.

I’m not soo social things. I’m just set my mind into this— big,diverse universe.

natural sciences always make me fascinated. I couldn’t imagine how difficult it was to solve an integral equation, but beyond my confuseness, I found something awesome.

It is hard to explain that an equation reflects many many things. an equation is how scientist describe the nature, universe.

Is is me, someone silly who fell in love in science since I knew it.

more than anything in this world.

bermimpi yang tinggi tinggi sekali, gak dilarang kan?

saya mau jadi scientis selamanya.

itu mimpi saya yang tinggi tinggi sekali..

My really really wish untuk TA saya adalah publikasi! duhh, bisa ga ya? saya pengen banget masuk proceeding atau ikutan seminar, hihi.

tapi entah ya, usaha untuk memahami si protein his-tagged sampai sekarang rasanya belum maksimal. dan belum pernah maksimal. kendala lainnya adalah mahalnya resin buat purifikasi. Selain itu, kepercayaan dari dosen pembimbing saya.

hm hm hm, entah ini TA akan kaya apa hasilnya nanti. yang jelas saya menemukan dunia saya yg sebenarnya, research. menyenangkan, ketika mengonsep kerjaan, terus males ngerjainnya, tapi setengah mati saya seret kaki saya ke kampus, eh beres juga kerjaan. apalagi kalau hasilnya bagus. wuuuh it’s about satisfaction.

bikin kurva standar, terus regresinya linear, wuuuuh senangnya hati ini. produksi enzim, pengotor di SDSnya sedikit, wuuuuh ga kerasa cape2 ngerjain 4 hari berturut2. Gimana ya rasanya kalo pemurniannya berhasil? hehehehe, terbang aja saya.

Demi TA, saya ga pernah maen-maen lagi. jarang banget bisa kemana-mana, karena memang harus fokus di lab. sekali lagi, it’s about choices. kesenangan diganti dengan cita-cita yang tercapai. hehe

kerja keras dan fokus. Bismillah, SAYA BISA!

Case closed for 2011. Alhamdulilah, many good things happened and I still can’t believe that I did it all! Also, many lesson I’ve learned from 2011. Soo many things, and I thanked God for that. Those experiences absolutely make me stronger toward 2012. Remember, what doesn’t kill you, makes you stronger. yaps it’s true, I feel stronger rightaway and I am ready to make new wishlists.

I prefer to call ‘wishlists’ rather than ‘resolution’ for 2012. Nande mo?  Because everytime I make resolutions, it never work. haha

yes, I am lack of consistency, but nevermind. life is changing, right? sometimes we need to fail thousand times before we know what is success really mean to us.

so, what are my 2012 wishlists? here are some of them.. *I won’t tell you whole because It’s really really private for me :p

Getting accepted in Tokodai plus plus the Monbusho

I have passed the Graduate School selection for 2012 admission, also get accepted in Ohta’s laboratory. I’ll tell you the story later, but believe the processes were much tiring. But again thanks Allah. Man jadda wajada, Man shabara zhafira really really worked for me. I called it miracle.

Yes two steps ahead. Acceptance from university and monbusho candidate. Man shabara zhafira, orang yang bersabar akan beruntung.

Graduating on July

I really wish that this semester is my last deal with chemistry. Bismillah. ini tangga pertama menuju pencapaian yang lebih tinggi.

ohhh TA, please be kind to me. You know, I watched many motivational videos and self-development books when I feel soo lazy to do those last year project works. I have to be more focus on my works because I really hope that the result is  good enough to make a publication.

Then, I will be Nur Akmalia Hidayati, S.Si yiipie.. ^^V

Learning Sundanese dance

I don’t know, why I suddenly want to learn sundanese dance . But I feel awkward while realizing myself that I only learn Aceh’s dance for whole of my life. Knowing the fact that I am a PURE sundanese, and I CAN’T dance even Jaipongan the famous one. ooooh I feel like, where is my KECINTAAN GW PADA TANAH SUNDA?

I only play Suling a little, knowing the notes da mi na ti la da.. enough. Nothing at all.  maybe I should call Citra for realizing this plan, wkwkwk..

Writing more, then submitting to a media

I miss writing. short story, article, opinion.. I really want to make a good writing soo I can submit it to Kompas or other national magazine. I miss the time when I interacted with the journalist. It’s much fun! I really want to learn how to make a good writing. aaah  I wanna be writer someday. I hope I can make money from writing. haha but it doesn’t become my reason to write, I want to inspire people with my writing, that’s all.  Ahmad Fuadi said when you want to make a writing, just determine what is your purpose to write. Maka, tulisan anda tidak akan terlihat ‘galau’.

Getting Married

this is absurd. many people are doubt to be married in relatively young age. but hey I’m 22, I’m getting older! I am not a teenager anymore, I suppose to do things more seriously. and I am absolutely serious when I said, I want to get married this year. Why? because I’m moslem, I don’t want to make more sin because of zina. Saya pingin menggenapi agama dengan menikah. Melengkapi doa sepasang bidadari. Remember Ippho Santosa? he said that our succes is determining by the pray of a pair of angle. Which means, tak lain dan tak bukan adalah orang tua dan pasangan hidup kita. I don’t care what people said, tapi yang saya yakini sampai detik ini adalah menikah akan membuka pintu-pintu rezeki yang lebih lebar.

secara eksplisit saya sudah bilang sama Mamah dan dia,  dan kalo lancar, hopefully it will happen for this year. saya gamau jadi doktor dengan status single, men..

Hehehhehe that’s all my wishlist I would like to share. intinya, kejarlah dunia dengan niat akhirat, Insya Allah mendapat syafaat dari Allah terus menerus. Orang yang berhasil di dunia, belum tentu berhasil di akhirat. jadi ingatlah bahwa semuanya akan berakhir, dan pada akhirnya hanya pertemuan dengan Allah lah yang pasti.

jangan galau, jangan ragu, hidup ini terlalu singkat dan indah untuk dinikmati.

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim, 2012 is the year where all my DREAMS COME TRUE!!